This week has been incredibly difficult. I am normally one who can mentally sort out what is happening and develop that mental game plan. That did not happen. Instead I went straight to some old patterns, why is this happening, I can never get a break, all I want is to be alone, I just want to be with my thoughts but I am constantly getting interrupted. Why why why why why.
On Wednesday, I had dropped the dogs off at the vet. Sitting in my car and waiting for them to call I was enjoying the quiet. Yes, it has come to that. Me in a parking lot alone brought me joy but also the realization that it has come to that. The vet called and said hey Amy, how are you doing with this sheltering in place - I burst out into tears, and said I am having a bad day and continued to cry. I laugh now, but he was like um, yes, this is very hard but it will pass. I understand how difficult it is because my wife is stuck at home with a 7 month old. Two things happened: one - I was heard and two - I had a release. I don’t do that often enough. Releasing my emotions. I was taught to deal with it, figure it out, you will be fine.
Old patterns will take you down. Old thought patterns will cause you to self-destruct and make you question your every move.
I had sent a text to a friend later that afternoon. She immediately called me and said the full moon has you. I was taken back because normally I know that, I know when it is coming. My brain then said to me - see you don’t even know what is going on. Haha I then felt such a relief. It was going to end, and today I woke up refreshed and calm.
When you find yourself in the thick of it, keep reminding yourself it will pass. If that just isn’t in the cards, call a friend and have them change your perspective. One of my favorite things to do is pick a card my favorite decks are by Colette Baron Reid or Rebecca Campbell.
This month is all about being Empowered! This months bliss bag does not disappoint.
Special Note for You - Speaking to love and grace to ones highest self. These are intentional to support you or a loved one wherever they might be. (flip over)
Tigers Eye - Aids in shifting your outlook so that you can gain a deeper understanding of yourself. It allows you to see the positive in any
situation, making it especially helpful for anyone who suffers from
feelings of sadness. Once you feel centered and grounded, you will
have the confidence and courage to explore new possibilities.
EMPOWER Sage Stick - Walk boldly into the storm, face your fears head on. Embolden and Elevate your senses with an herbal wand like no other. Sticky sweet, yet medicinal and cleansing, the potent smoke of Empower brings an electric surge of energy to your routine and smacks negative energies in the face.
Danielle LaPorte TRUTHBOMB Card - One specifically chosen for you. What does it tell you?
Empower Essential Oil Rollerball Contains: Fractionated coconut oil, Ginger (Oil of Empowerment), Bergamot (Oil of Self Acceptance), Patchouli (Oil of Physicality), & Frankincense (Oil of Truth).
If you sign up for the bliss bag service today (May 7), it will be shipped out today. There are only two left. Don’t miss it out.